There is a fascination about writing, even for my waste-basket, which is bread & meat & almost whiskey to me—& I know it is the same with all our craftMark Twain
Sometimes you just have to do it because it needs to be done, more than for any hope or glimmer of recognition, readership or even impact. And if that drive takes you, then at least you are taking the steps forward, honing the skills, the craft and the willingness to create more and better work over time.
Twain did, even if the The Prince and the Pauper (amz) failed miserably in terms of economics, readership and tech according to the essay
Just do it.
And then do it again
And again